because some days

i miss you so much

questions repetitives

je me questionne souvent sur l evolution des sentiments, sur la necessite d'ecrire que j ai pour parler de ceux que j aime, qui sont loin ou qui ne m aiment pas ou plus, parler de la nostalgie, pour autant, je suis gaie au quotidien, bien que solitaire en dehors de la sphere du travail. j aime sincerement rencontrer des gens, et j observe qu avec le voyage, je rencontre des femmes et des hommes extraordinaires et je les aime sincerement. quand je sens qu on s oublie, cela me rend nostalgique i love you all my far away friends and i miss you some days je pen

still on the non smoking world

even if i did not have time to come on the blog, even if i still have some days where i need to work more on myself because emotions are getting very on zig zag.
i get angry, stress but i still don't smoke.
today, is a very hard day, with anger. here it is difficult tor practice detachement, because, facing death, i have some anger to work on.
today, we lost a very special good friend, died from cancer.
i called his wife, it was so hard, wit the distance, not be there, with them .
today, i felt it hard to not smoking.
today i found life hard, but i will keep on going, helping my friend valerie to fight againts a cancer.
i will walk early morning foccus on power of light, meditate on mys friends. with love for travel with them, here for valerie, somewherw else for serge.
i pray for his wife and his 4 childrens.
i pray for all of us