end of aedm

even if i did not have enough time for AEDM , i did enjoy it, for myself and also for visit others blogger's art
it is a nice project, very challenging

calendar

i am working on planning next year! it is going crazy, feel like we shoulf add some more days! so busy!

little better

this morning i went back to the mat! starting to feel better! my back is still sour but i learn a lot! feeling like a beginner with yoga! foccus more on breathing!
here is a few draws from my art journaling note book

art journaling

yesterday, when i was watching tv, i did a few draws in my art journaling note book, it was fun to get back to art!
slowly my back is getting a little better.
thanks for all of you, my blogger's friend because you have been a real support

pitaya's flowers

just now, pitaya's flowers are blooming in my garden, i see it as a hope for better thougts, as a smile in life
enjoy

early morning performance

this morning, we did perform, very early for show our work to the governement ( hoping to get more funding for next year) my back was so painfull that i took pills before going to work. my hips are like glue! i cant even do a sun salutation! but i dont know how, the performance went very well
i did lucy, edith did the little red dress and then we did maux-rouges with drean, costa and i.
the people from governement really like the work! for once!!! yes! i am very tired but very happy.
so we went all together( the team..) for a nice lunch in italian restaurant near by!
it was nice to have a good time after so much work for only 4 people!
i have so less time this year for aedm... i di lots of art but did not have time to picture it! i will publish more next week

art journaling for aedm

yesterday i did a few pages of my art journaling, once again, it did help me to feel better. my back is " in progress" but not well yet! on the road for being better

broken

today i feel empty, but this empty is full of sadness. it is a day for :
- just take a bag and walk away, in fornt of me, traveling with no dates for coming back;those kind of days it is how i feel, like i should travel with no dates for coming back, no more rules of social life, no more dance compagny, no more roots for may be find my own...
with this lawer back so painfull, i can't even have a bag! even walk, i seat a bit better and the pain is so stroong, no more yoga only seatting and breathing learning patience, learning that i HAVE TO REST;
i slept more than 2 hours this afternoon, i went twice to the yogamat today and will go again once because it is my only hope to get better.
drawing is difficult, my brain is so busy! reading a little, not even cooking, trying my best for resting
dreaming of travel! i was suppose to go to bali next week but it is postonned to january, my work's schedule is very heavy and i have to squeez my personnal choices according to work!! too much compromise in my dreamed life!!! good lesson, all is changing and coming so different that what we espect!

aedm19, lucy X3

the last performance went well, even with my broken back

aedm16

i am trying to rest after the performance of lucy, yesterday. my back is still very bad injury and work on top of it was th worst thing to do. i feel like having no time at all. transition between postures are so painfull.
we performed 3 lucy and it was very nice feeling to do it alone and in the same time with others; we met on dance mat only 2 or 3 minutes before the end. it was strange and scarry for me to perform with a painfull back but i also learn trhought it.
need to find my roots. everuthing is too fast for me.
i did not draw for more than 2 days, impossible de bouger!
here is some pictures of the rehearsals, with no paints on the bodies( it takes 35 mn to paint all of us) and clothes on

aedm15

the festival is today!! and my back is so sour!
no time for rest no time for art
here is a draw of lucy from may friend fred

aedm13

my lawer back is very painfull, no art, nothing!!! only trying to rest before performances for the week!
tanks to all of you for your wonderfull comments, it is smiles in the day

this draw is from a friend when i was modeling for art class

aedm12

it was so busy yesterday that i had no time for art. we were performing our home-dance-project with 3 pieces : lucy, the littlered dress, lulu.
it is a very strong evening talking about women and women's abused. each time we do this programme , we have some strond comments and feedbacks, the audience is really touch by the work. si emotionnaly tiring and going deep.
this time, a young choréographer camed, she cryed!!! each time, there is a women crying! but happy to cry!
i am pround of us, this girl's team is strong!
today i post some bookmarks for AEDM and gonna try to be so lazy...

aedm11

i took some pictures of marbooks, they have not been plasitified yet, i did like 20 of them all different, i always enjoy to do them

the flyer

and finally the flyer is like this

aedm8

this monday start a very busy time for me, 2 weeks of going up and down, performing, meetings!!! so less time for art!
this morning my mind was so busy that i had to make a very short yoga: 8 salutations and breathing! it is better than nothing but frustrating!
i have to dive into my spirit for find motivation
today's post is a try for a flyer for lucy, what do you think ?

aedm7

yesterday i worked late, so many words in my head, i also did some backgrounds for doing bookmarks, for the backgrounds i used all papers like paper bags, envelopes..; it was fun to paint!
here is some pages of my artjournaling, today i think it is my first blog anniversary so i thanks all of you for the big help you gave me

aedm6

today i start with a yoga cla which was not plan and befor work i will go to the beach
i don't sleep well my head is too much busy
nothing special to say
keep on going art and yoga as a better life
thanks for all of you with your wonderfull comments for motivate

aedm 5

i had a hard day yesterday, no time at all but i did a bit of draw in my artjournal
i also did some mudras when i saw that my mind was too busy for meditation, it was helpfull for focus. hope to get some peace this week end!

aedm4

today i had hard time to foccus , my brain is too busy, too much stress around i have to go deep into breathing for feel a bit relax. when i teach, i can feel how it iw helpfull for students but i feel like i need to take class, to learn more. the little world of " cultural people" in the island is too much pressure and i am lucky to have art and yoga for not be even more stress
i really nejoy the blog sharing

aedm 3

today my yoga practise was a bit longer, better. i still have so much hard time for lotus. i went more deep into breathing. when i am in the present i feel better

ADEM

today no time, busy, running after time, thanks for all comments so powerfull and helpuff