even if i did not have time to come on the blog, even if i still have some days where i need to work more on myself because emotions are getting very on zig zag.
i get angry, stress but i still don't smoke.
today, is a very hard day, with anger. here it is difficult tor practice detachement, because, facing death, i have some anger to work on.
today, we lost a very special good friend, died from cancer.
i called his wife, it was so hard, wit the distance, not be there, with them .
today, i felt it hard to not smoking.
today i found life hard, but i will keep on going, helping my friend valerie to fight againts a cancer.
i will walk early morning foccus on power of light, meditate on mys friends. with love for travel with them, here for valerie, somewherw else for serge.
i pray for his wife and his 4 childrens.
i pray for all of us
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Mes sympathies les plus sincères.
Oh dear, you have my sympathy for the difficult times you are going through. Congratulations on not letting the desire to smoke get the better of you. Honestly, I know how hard it is. I had stopped for a year and let myself smoke what I thought was going to be just a few when something horrible happened. Worst move I've made in years. It's over a year later and I'm still smoking and need to gather the courage to stop again. You are my hero today. *hugs*
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